Monday, May 16, 2005, 6:49 PM
SEEING EACH OTHER
You date,hang out and get to know each other better.Such a long but beautiful process.Ahh.The game of love.Some things,are better left unsaid.Some topics are just taboo.Especially when it comes to talking bout your exes and your past.You know telling the other party bout your exes is just a way of sharing part of your life;your memories & experiences.But when you're the listener,you don't know how else to response besides going "erms..okay".You listen and form your impression of the other party.You question the partner's past and wonders will the same mistakes happen to you too?Whatever it is,you know you gotta give the benefit of the doubt.
You gotta make the effort to get to know each other's friends,whether you like it or not.Its hard trying to join a new circle of friends where everyone knows everyone.Especially if you're a shy or quiet person by nature.You'll find it even harder to adjust and adapt.And then having to know the family as well as getting used to each other's lifestyles and most importantly, knowing the partner.Sharing and merging.That's what it's called. You wish you could say "I love you", but you know its too early.Probably just another lie you wanna make-believe.But you just feel like sayin it anyhow.But havin a need doesn't mean havin to act on it.
You wish you could be totally comfortable with each other and not hold back anything.But the past haunts you.And hurts you.L Word - Why do people always let you down even after all you've done for them? Shane: Try not to need anything from anyone.
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